Everyday more and more Ashley's parents are bringing me to a breaking point...I hate Ashley being yelled at for me...about me....I'm so tired of everything...I'm breaking down and I don't know what or who I am right now...Maybe someone can bring me back...doubtful...Not right mind would bring me back...Not now and not ever...I just need to accept that I will never be happy and that I am already dead inside...if not then I am slowly dying more and more everyday...well, I am off back to my corner where darkness awaits to greet me...